Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Starting Over

Ok this feels horrible.  Not the chemo but that I will have to start over on this series Chemo: HOW DOES IT FEEL?  What started out as good intentions to help others has not been as easy to get accomplished as I thought. A few things happened on the way to OZ.
With the infection I have been fighting I now must have surgery to remove, clean out and give it more opportunity to heal.  Discouraging to say the least.  I am trying to stay positive, but I must admit.  It has been difficult.  I know I will feel much better once this is resolved.  If for some reason it does not get resolved and they have to take the expander out then I start over on that side after chemo to expand the skin, muscle and tissue......I am trusting the process and looking for ways God is blessing me along the way.  I know there is a reason for everything.  I am getting a much needed three week break from chemo.  Then when I resume I will have five more treatments.  The chemo is what is keeping it from healing all the way.  Please pray for me tomorrow as I have my surgery to repair this wound that will heal in Jesus name. Amen.


  1. I will definitely be lifting you up tomorrow, Barbara. Love and hugs to you - you are so precious is His sight!

  2. sending you hugs, wrapped in prayers! thank you for your constant light and for the smile that simply gives hope.



  3. Praying for you tonight and tomorrow, Barbara. Stacy

  4. Almighty God,
    We put Barabara in your hands, to heal her, to comfort her, to strengthen her. We thank you. Lord, for her steadfast pursuit of You and for the gift of sharing the truths she has discovered along the way. She is precious. We expectantly wait for complete healing of this infection. All for Your Glory, O God. In Jesus' name, Amen

  5. All went better than expected. Thank you all for praying. What a blessing this network of believers is to me. I pray it returns 100 fold back to you all.


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