Ok this feels horrible. Not the chemo but that I will have to start over on this series Chemo: HOW DOES IT FEEL? What started out as good intentions to help others has not been as easy to get accomplished as I thought. A few things happened on the way to OZ.
With the infection I have been fighting I now must have surgery to remove, clean out and give it more opportunity to heal. Discouraging to say the least. I am trying to stay positive, but I must admit. It has been difficult. I know I will feel much better once this is resolved. If for some reason it does not get resolved and they have to take the expander out then I start over on that side after chemo to expand the skin, muscle and tissue......I am trusting the process and looking for ways God is blessing me along the way. I know there is a reason for everything. I am getting a much needed three week break from chemo. Then when I resume I will have five more treatments. The chemo is what is keeping it from healing all the way. Please pray for me tomorrow as I have my surgery to repair this wound that will heal in Jesus name. Amen.