Last weekend I had the opportunity to go out to camp for one night and hang out with William while he was on duty. Sydney and I took a couple of hikes both days we were there and it was so great to get out and walk around. It was gorgeous, mild days, cold nights with a wind that would suddenly sweep in as a reminder of winter that is leaving as spring is taking over. The flood of sunshine over the canyon made the lime green tress pop and the water sparkle. It was like a blanket had been lifted making you aware of all the new life taking place out there. The birds were discussing and scoping out new places to live. Deer were hanging close to waters edge, protected by trees shadows. Vultchers were paling around relocating to a different spot in the trees. Two perched high on a dead tree seemed iconic considering the image we have been given of them in most stories, movies and photos. I had my camera and was just taking all kinds of pictures. Mostly looking for Valentines and found about 30. I have one posted here on this sight, but you can see more if you click on my link listed in Links.
As I was taking pictures I was thinking about the shape of a heart and searching high and low for them. I found them in the water, in the mud, in trees, on rock walls and splashing water. It was amazing as I asked my eyes to be open, so that I could see them. Every time I found one I thanked God and said to myself, "I am loved by God". What a sweet reminder for me when maybe somedays I need that reminding. I need that nudge that I am much loved by God, and I am my Beloved's and He is mine. As I walked around seeing the Valentines it suddenly hit me that He fills the empty places. As I thought about the shape of hearts I would draw it is just the outline, but as I looked for them around camp they were usually filled in or a solid object. Only He can fill our hearts to their fullest, only He can make us solid and whole. It was a silly lesson, but seemed like a huge revelation at the time. It was one of those ah ha rheama moments and the light goes on in my head. I have to empty myself of me, so that God has room to fill me up. Eph. 4:10 says,"He who descended is also the One who ascended far above all the heavens, that He might fill all things". He came down so that He could fill our lives with Himself. The key word here for me is "might". It's our choice and He has given us that freedom of free will, but it is our choice to move out of the way and allow Him to operate. Otherwise, we stand in the way filling ourselves with self. "And blessed be His glorious name forever! And let the whole earth be filled with His glory". Ps.72:19 He desires for us to be filled with His glory, so what are we waiting for? Why are we not receiving all of that? HELLO? In the book I am reading Searching for God Knows What by Don Miller he talks about how before the fall Adam and Eve had His Glory shining through them. They knew no self. We have been trying to get back to His glory ever since. The war began in a sense at the fall, but what we must remember is Jesus took that battle on for us at the cross so that His glory could shine once again through us. "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled". Matt. 5:16
What are we waiting for? Hungering and thirsting after the things of God are my hearts desire and when we do, He promises I WILL be filled. What fills me is I AM. I can see myself as I am through I AM. I trust God to keep His promises. I know He is for me and not against me. All I have to do is daily ask for the infilling of His Holy Spirit, move self out of the way so that His glory can come and fill my empty places. A friend once told me, "Where Jesus lives there is no room for fear, anger, doubt, envy, lust, and only room for the fruits of the Holy Spirit which are love, peace, patience, gentleness, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, longsuffering, self-control and joy". Gal. 5:22. When you look up the word fruit in your bible you may find many verses. Some of the leads go like this......"fruit is better than gold, I create the fruit, fruit is found in Me, and a good tree bears good fruit", just to name a few. This Easter week lets hope we can get His fruit bearing Spirit in us as our revelation moments of His sacrifice nourishes our souls as it fills our empty spaces with good fruit. Amen.